I need some advice...I don't know if I can handle this. I knew it was coming sooner or later. But I haven't been able to process this as a reality. My husband is in jail and prior to his incarceration, he had a girlfriend who ended up pregnant. He claims that he doesn't know if it's his or not...but that didn't stop her from going to see him last week in jail and bringing the baby. I am tired of out guessing the best liar there is...I want to know the truth, but it hurts and I'm still pretty certain that I only get half the story...the story that won't make me finally turn my back on him and tell him to enjoy serving the next few years in jail. I hear the "I love you's...it's over between us...but if that is my kid - I want to be the DAD". Even now...my feelings don't get validated. All he can say in response is..."you're just mad because I had sex with her". Yea - her and everyone else while you decided to leave your family and start doing drugs again. A normal person...would have ran out a long time ago...why am I still here?
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