I'm starting to get tired of being the good woman, the person in the relationship that always try's to do the right thing all the time. We've been together for 13 years, since I was 16 years old and I've never cheated on him. I know that he probably has been cheating on me for at least most of the time that we've been together, but I just never had proof, until I caught him this one time, but I know in my heart he's cheated plenty of other times. I feel like I'm missing out on something. He makes it look like it's just so easy to cheat and lie. I would like to feel the excitement and the thrill, and the butterfly's again. Now, I'm starting to wonder what am I missing out on. Maybe he should get a taste of his own medicine. He's so use to me being the good wholesome woman, the good girl. I don't want to cause him the pain, that he has caused me, but maybe he needs to know how it feels. Or maybe he thinks that I can't get anyone else!!! If that's what he thinks, I know for sure he's wrong!!!!! So, am I missing out on anything? Should I go out and do what he's done to me? Waiting for your advice!!!!!!!
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