I just recently signed up and have spent some time reading journals and discussions. One thing that is a little different for my situation is that my husband tells me that his affair had NOTHING to do with me. He said that I couldn't have done anything different that it happened because he let it happen. I still feel like something had to be wrong with me. He tells me he wants me and not her that it was a mistake. I don't know whether to believe him or not. It had gone on so long that I don't know if I can believe him. What do you think?
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