My boyfriend cheated on me while I was away at college. He never told me. On christmas eve one of my friends came up to me and told me. I was devasted. I am one of those people who believe "what I don't know can't hurt me" I have visions all day long about him cheating on me. Did he touch her like he touches me? Did he tell her she was beautiful? Did they cuddle? It drives me crazy!!! I don't know anything about the affair other than that it happened. I don't know how many times. If they did it in our bed. Anything! I am too scared to find out what really happened, but the thoughts of what COULD have happened are destroying me. Is it better to ask, and have a clearer picture of what really did happen, or to let my mind come up with horrible images about what might have happened? Help!!! I just want to forget....
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