I just had to vent my emotions. I called the stbx and told him just what i thought of him for doing what he did because he couldn't keep it in his pants. I told him i hope she does the same thing to him one day. His reaction? He said i thought you were getting past this? Nothing physical happened until i left you. I said don't you realize it was an affair even before that? Don't you realize that she just wanted a man in her life even if he was married? He said These things just happen to people and we have to go on. Don't make me get mean about it? He says he feels guilty every day but it does not change things or how he feels about the OW. What the hell is wrong with me? I need to get a life and let go of everything that once was. I pray i go to counseling i read and i am stuck mourning the past in a way that is stealing my todays. Why am i having such a hard time? I guess i just have to think of him as dead.
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