I just found out today that the other woman is back in town. For the last few months I have been able to relax because she has either been incarcerated or in rehab. The last 2 months she has been in a rehab in Phoenix. One of my husband's friends told him today she got kicked out (not the 1st time she got the boot from a rehab). Which means she's back in town. I had such anxiety all day today because of it. My husband saw how upset I was when he told me. And he sat with me and put his arm around me and said, "I will NEVER do anything like that again to hurt you. I will never break my marriage vows to you (the affair with her last year happened before we married)." I love him so much for that. But I am still heartsick. It's HER I distrust so much, not him. I just want to throw up. HELP!!!
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