Well, just found out last night that part of the reason I have been feeling so rotten and \"tired\" is that the pit in my stomach and the feeling of something being wrong thinking all along the wrongness was me....not....He has relapsed. not seeing anyone, but in our book, relapse means deceiving lieing and not being honest, regardless of the offense. In this case the offense was obsessing for hours over spreadsheets or fantasy sports...as well as channel surfing for some sex high as well as utube.com and ifile.com looking for nudity...no porn sites though and not pursuing any women so he\'s doing much better---BOLOGNA!!! Deception and betrayal is deception and betrayal any way you slice it and honesty is the ONE thing I asked...we go to see our therapist today together for the first time...in Asheville and will probaly be a long one..we\'ll see how things go as to whether or not he has a bed to sleep in tonight!!! Oh this is the second time...oh wait 3rd time he has decieved me....once for 13 years, and once for a few months after I found out and now for 6 + months...when will this end? the saga continues as my hope is in God\'s grace!!! Thats grace for me after I wring his neck!!!
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