I have not been on in a while. For those who might rememer me, I was the cheater in my marriage. My husband and I went thru a few turbulent years with his alcoholism and then I sunk to all new low---I became a cheater. A person I couldn't look at in the mirror, I hated myself and what I had done to my husband, I got severely depressed and then suicidal. TO ANYONE CONSIDERING CHEATING: IF YOU WANT TO DESTROY YOUR LIFE AND YOUR SPOUSES LIFE FOR 15 MINUTES OF SEX--GO GET HELP!! IT IS NOT WORTH IT!! My affair happened last fall-I immediately ceased all contact with the man. We ended up separating and still are now, but we are working on a reconcilliation. MY husband is in rehab for his alcohol abuse, I completed my counseling for what I did, amd we are beginning to talk about a life together. I am so grateful for him to even give me a second chance!! I WILL NEVER betray him again. Please keep both of us in your prayers!!
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