I am probably one of the most laid back non-violent people you will ever meet. 10 minutes after my wife told me she slept with him I sat there holding her as she cried. I have not even raised my voice yet alone yell over this whole situation. But today the anger is building a rage in me that I can not believe. I have never felt this way before in my entire life and it is scaring me. I would never touch my wife, but I know where he works and I can't help but want to go there and punch him square in the face about 1000 times. PLEASE someone with a voice of reason talk me down and explain to me why I shouldn't. Maybe I kept it in too long. I don't know. Please help.
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