Okay, i screwed up. Married young, knew the person for only 4 months. Anyway, seven years we will be married this month. I thought I love this person but the longer we are married...it seems like I delibertly want this person to leave me. I am extra mean to this person. I have cheated twice and my spouse never found out. Why would I cheat on someone I love? Did my youngness get in the way? Is there like a hotline I can call to discuss with someone? I am seeking treatment by myself in a few week for depression. My affair (latest) one is plaguing me worse because this person broke it off after 2 times. This person told me they didn feel right about screwing around with someone that is married. Rejected!
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