i have been doing so well lately and today for whatever reason, i started to feel sad. i tried so hard to fight the urge to cry and once i did it brought me so far down, i mean on the bathroom floor bailing. what i hate the most is the physical pain that i always experience afterwards. this whole thing makes me physically sick on the stomach and my body aches. i don't mind crying because sometimes it helps but the after effect i hate. how many of you can relate. the stress of this all is killing me. if i did not love my husband this would truly make me hate him.
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