This is what infidelity has done to me. Over the past two years, I have begun to become self centered, and started to spend a little money on myself, and take care of myself better. I have done this because I feel like I have been given a permission slip to do so. I feel almost empowered in a way, does that make sense? Now it is all about me, when I use to make every attempt to take care of my husbands needs over mine. Now I am not that flexible. Now I really keep thinking to myself "screw him, I deserve this". How has infidelity changed you? Does anybody feel like I do?
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