O.Kso here is the rest of my story. 6 years ago I was diagnosed with something called a Rathe Cleft Cyst. This cyst is pressing up against my Pituitary gland and for anyone who doesnt know, the pituitary gland regulates most of the bodys systems through the release of chemicals. Because of the cyst, my pituitary gland doesnt function properly. So, 6 years ago when I found myself not interested in sex anymore I went to the doctor and that is what they found. They also found that my Testosterone level was 0.4%. My Endocrinologist said it was the lowest he had ever seen. He started me on testosterone patches, which helped very little. During this time I was going through mood swings, depression was on and off etc all because each day my pituitary gland would release too much of a certain hormone or not enough of another chemical and this caused havoc in my life. I stopped working after 10 years and was unemployed for over 5 years. During the 5 years, I worked out of my house doing IT work, but my wife was the breadwinner. So, there you all have it. So, my wife says that since I was not working, that led her to have affairs. She also says that because we didnt have sex a lot, that led her to have affairs. I admit, there were times that 5 or 6 months would go by with no sex at all, but it couldnt be helped. It was a medical condition. Now that it is under control everything is getting back to normal in my life. But, it took 5 long years trying different courses of treatments before we finally hit on the correct combination of medications that are making me a normal man again. The problem for me is that she knew I loved her and found her attractive yet she cheated anyway because I wasn't bringing in enough money and I didn't want sex 4 times a week because of my medical issue. You know the ironic part of this? She has Multiple Sclerosis and about 6 weeks ago she had the worst exacerbation she has ever had in over 10 years. Guess who took care of her for the past 6 weeks? Yep, methe sucker. Comments?
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