This isn't entirely about cheating. Me and my ex split up a year ago, when I was pregnant with our son- he left me. He'd had an emotional affair with my best friend. They never got together. He told me a few days ago he has a new girlfriend and despite us not being together I feel like he is cheating. I know I have no right to feel this way but I can't help it. We lost our virginity to one another and knowing he has now slept with someone else hurts so bad. I am getting obsessed with her. He showed me a photo of her and she is stunning. He was telling me about her and she's everything I'm not, she is independant and strong. It's driving me mad thinking about her, and thinking about them, together.I can't stop thinking about them having sex, holding eachother, kissing, everything. And I have no idea how serious she is about him, I know she says that our son is 'his business' and she doesn't want to get involved or know anything, which I am pleased about, and does this mean she is not serious? I'm going mad! How do you cope with this??
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