I am 15 weeks pregnant. On the 28th of November my now ex fiance moved out of the home we shared with my other two children and left me for a woman he met at our job whom he claims to be in love with. I am feeling devistated by this betrayal as do my children. There have been ugly rummors flying about our job. I am a Nurse manager he works in the kitchen. I am currently suffering from depression, an inablity to sleep or eat much. Since i got pregnant I have lost about 30 lbs. Its lucky for me that I was heavy to start with so the baby is doing well and taking from me. I miss him ever day. I still love him. He is the love of my life. Never was I happier then with him. I am working very hard on letting him go and moving on with my life but its very difficult as I still have feelings for him and I am having his child. I told him after it happened. I love you with my whole heart. I forgive what you did. When this is done you can come home. I feel like a fool.
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