It has been about 2 1/2 months since I found the emails that set off all of the bombs (partners) that he had over the past 3 1/2 years. I think I counted about 22 by the time I asked him to stop telling me about them. He is now getting really angry with me each time he talks to me because he thinks that it has been enough time and that he wants an answer now as to if I am going to take him back or not. Isn't that a small amount of time to already demanding an answer from me? He has been so abusive over the past several years that when he demands and yells and tells me that I am unfair and it is my fault too and have to take some responsibility, I want to throw the phone across the room but I usually just hang up on him. He changed jobs 1 month ago and hasn't made any money and then he told me that he should move back in because he won't be able to pay rent at his new place and if I am getting a job to pay for our house that I should let him live here while he gets through some of his depression. Depression from taking zoloft and drinking alcohol and then adding a soma here and there and then stopping the zoloft and then drinking some more. Oh my goodness I am angry. I don't even know what to say to him so most of the time I end up saying I am sorry it is so hard right now and I actually tell him that I guess it is my fault that he is alone because I could've just let him stay after I found out about all his lies. I have no idea what to do about this?
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