I wanted to talk with my husband tonight about feelings that I was having about his year long affair which I only found out about in September of 2007. He always acts like he is hating that I need to talk about anything. I feel like it is like pulling teeth. It makes me feel like I want to just leave him and forget even trying. I know he would rather I never talked about anything again but I need to talk about questions that come up. What can I do? Should I take it as a sign that he really isn't in this marriage and that I shouldn't waste anymore time on him. He has done other things like stopping staying out late and going out to the cigar bar with his brother but I feel like he would love to go back to his old single life that he had playing rock and roll music 15 years ago when we first met. He was so happy at first being at home and living a normal life and when he started playing his music again at 46 he went right back to getting pulled back into that life. I regret encouraging him to play again. I just thought he had matured and wouldn't be the same person he was when he quit before. I can't stand him right now.
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