Clearly I am having a difficult time dealing with the question did he or didn't he cheat. I think until I know for sure...the idea of letting him touch me makes me cringe. I can't stand the thought of him touching me, let alone the actual act. I still want to smash his face in with a hammer. I feel like if I don't find out the truth I will NEVER be able to look at him. I STILL HATE HIM....YES HATE! I know it's bad and unhealthy but I do.
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