Sometimes I want to just write to him and tell him three simple words. I FORGIVE YOU...That is all I want to say. Just to clear my conscience. I know God said to honor thy Father and thy Mother. But HELL NO!!!! He is a complete and utter asshole. He is nothing but a liar. Hell I don't even think he could tell you the truth about his first name. Ohhh your name is Robert..Ummm No, it's Wilbur. Something like that. My dad wouldn't know the truth if it bit him in the ass. He goes off with any woman that will have sex with him HIS WAY when he wants it how he wants it as often as he wants it. That and his little blue pill...My mom used to joke and say that my Dad's idea of fore play was a shower and viagra...LOL!!!!!! YEP...Sooo thoughtful and loving huh??? What a joke...He is an egotistical drunken sex maniac....I always hope that he would reap what he sowed....I think he will one day...He's lost all but one of "his" kids...I say "his" because who really knows if us 3 (used to be 4 but one of us committed suicide almost 2 yrs ago)..are the only ones out there in the world...My dad basically screwed anything that was female...Well maybe even male for that matter. My mom once asked him if he was gay because she said he liked to have sex like gay men...But she would never let him....That's why he went elsewhere. He also had porn sites on his puter. Not just regular Guy sites..But teen sites as well...We used to joke and say that we hoped he'd get busted or we'd see him on that show that they have now where they lure these men to homes thinking they are going to meet teen girls and instead it's police.....He's a joke....I think it's been 4 yrs since I last spoke to him..Maybe more like 5 now....What Man would turn his back on his family for a woman??? Yeah we are all grown adults now, but by him turning his back and just solely being with this new woman, my oldest brother committed suicide...My Dad said NO, when my other brother went to him asking for him to help my oldest brother out financially..My dad said no...My brother is dead.....end of story....My dad would rather screw this bitch then speak to or have anything to do with any of his children,,Or child seeing as my third oldest brother is the only one whom will speak with him or see him...My Dad moved back to Nebraska years ago and never made any attempt to see any of my brothers....Guess guilt made him stay away...Why would you pick a female whore over your family??????? My Dad met this lady on-line....Ohhh he had the whole hook up..Web cam, microphone...You name it he had it...He is not only an alcoholic, but a sexaholic also. Thanks, I just had to get that off of my shoulders...
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