Ok, my h has had sexual intercouse with other woman. he was a sex addict. he got treatment and is doing well, and I believe him. I can tell there is a big difference now that I know what he was doing because now he stays home all the time where as before he had "places to go" all the time. anways, there is this guy at work who rides a motorcycle and he asked me at lunch if I wanted to go for a ride. Just a ride on a motorcycle, not sex, not anything more than that. and i felt guilty and said "no" even though it sounded like fun. How the hell can people cheat and I can't even take a fu*#$#! ride on a motorcycle with a man without this wicked guilty concscience and thinking that it is wrong. How wrong would it be if I took a ride on a motorcycle for fun with this guy??? A part of me is still considering going for that ride, and just living it up for a second of my life. It is just a ride. Where will it lead...nowhere.... because I won't let it. What is wrong with taking a ride on a motorcycle with a guy? It seems like everything is wrong with that to me. But I still want to go...LOL
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