My H and I had an awesome summer together trying to rebuild the trust he had broken. I went to visit my parents, came back and he was a different man. He would not even touch me--we had been having great sex regularly this summer. I went on a Christian dating service and there he was again. He had contacted at least two and maybe more women and sent his pictures. I confronted him and told him that was the last straw--we are over. Of course he said he would get counseling--but no, of course he didn't. He is a habitual cheater and liar. I told him that for nine months--the course of the school year--that we would only be roommates. It is harder than I thought it would be. I long to be loved and held and wanted. It is more than sex, it is a true and loving relationship. I want to be with someone who wants me and only me. I am still young enough for that. I will not cheat on him. I can wait nine months. I won't give him the satisfaction of saying, "I cheated too." Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I put on a fake smile to all our friends and family. This is the only place I can be truthful and share my hurt. Thanks!
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