While looking through my H emails. Which I have never done until now. I saw an email from back in March when emailed my best friend and told her what a hard time I was having, things I said to him, some very personal feelings I shared with only him!!!! He did this to help me? I feel it is up to me what I share and with who. He just made it clear to me that even what I say to him is not safe, and he can not be trusted. Anyway needed to vent. I am not happy that she did not tell me about the email either. We talk all the time not about the affair because I do not want too. She did call and email about that time "just to see how I was with everything" She already knew!!!! WTF
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