hello i am new to this forum but I am hoping I can get some encouragement because i am at my wits end........ ive been with my husband since we were in high school we have beautiful children together and i once thought my marriage would never fail...... until recently. It all started 3 years ago when my husband had an affair with a coworker which resulted in this other woman getting pregnant but later she lost the baby. I was going to file for divorce then but my husband really "acted" sympathetic and said he was willing to do whatever it took to make the marriage work. So we went to marriage counseling which was a waste of time because little did i know while we were in marriage counseling he was having another emotional affair with another co worker...... Why didnt I just leave then? But me trying to be a good wife and really believing their was hope stayed and continued to try to work things out. even after I confronted this other woman about their affair my husband gave me an ultimatum that i had to apologize to her for confronting her...... and like a complete idiot i did..... thinking i was trying to save my marriage... it worked for a while my husband was nice and the affairs (as far as I know Stopped) we even talked about renewing our vows.....but now all of a sudden he has become very verbally abusive calling me so many degrading names, belittle me, its gotten so bad that I havent got a decents nights rest in weeks because he will wake me up at4, 5 and six oclock in the morning wanting to argue. he accuses me of cheating which I have never done, and if I dont answer my cell phone or late coming home from work I get interrogated. Emotionally i am so tired of the arguing and disrespect he gives me, Im physically tired and drained because we argue so much I feel like I have no more strength to continue this.... today is our anniversary and he woke me up at 5 in the morning fussing at me and his words to me for our anniversary was F*ck you. and that hurts me so much......... Im tired and lord knows Ive done everything I know to do to be a better wife and make things work but I feel like divorce is inevitable... I dont have any financial means to just get up and leave because I have kids to think about but Im so tired... Its to the point I hate to see him come home because I know its going to be drama. Please somebody please give me some encouragement or some hope because Im so tired and I am losing all hope fast......pray for me :(
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