My husband and I will be filing a divorce soon. He has told his family and our children as well as me that he has aw. For some time we where at it not talking and when we did it was not good. I recently changed my attitude and decided that being that way was not good for me, him or the kids. He still lives in the house. Last night he decided to come back into the bed with me. I told him the night before that if he did i might not be able to control my self. I still love him and loved our sex life. He was away this past weekend with our oldest daughter at a soccer tournement. When he came home we where still civil and he asked me to go upstairs in the bedroom. We where talking and then he came toward me and gave me a big hug then that was it. I went down on him and gave him a BJ. That night he came into bed and we had sex. It felt great. He has told me that what he has done was the cardnal sin and that he is so sorry to hurt me and that this was the worst thing that has ever happend in our marriage. We still both agreed that divorce was our best opption. In the mean time he will still be living and sleeping in my bed. I still want that connection with him. I love our sex. I just feel I will only be hurting myself in the end when it is all said and done. What should I do. I feel like I"m living a lye.
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