It happened quite a few months ago. He has gone to the ends of the earth to prove to me that I am the woman for him and that he regrets everyday even giving me any reason to worry. He is faithful, I check up on him and read his e-mails and things like that and he is clean as a whistle. Why do I still worry? Little tinkering voices in the back of my mind keep telling me not to trust him, not to trust anyone. I am struggling with these feelings of being torn in separate directions. He had broken off all contact with anyone I have expressed even a little bit of doubt about. and I still have flashes of him leaving me for some little girl here or there. >.< so confused. I want to get over this and get past it already!!!!! He asks me what else he can do and I have no answer for him. He has done EVERYTHING I asked to regain my trust in him and it seems like nothing is working
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