I found out a little over a year ago that he was viewing porn sites and paying to watch live videos at $70 bucks a pop. When confronted he said he was sorry and he'd stop. Silly me believed him. About four mos ago I found out he was on adult friend finders viewing and chatting with those freaks, so I confronted him again. Again, he said he was sorry and he didn't know why he did this. You see, he was masturbating to these nakes women and leaving me out in the cold...I got little to no nookie. This time we went to counseling and it stopped for a couple months. I found out about one month ago that he's back on this AFF website and I also found that he's been emailing this one chick, then another one, then attempting to start another online relationship. When I confronted him this time he said he's never been sexual with these women because he didn't do that, it's only chatting...I don't believe that, do you??? I told him that he needed to figure out what to do about his issues and as far as I was concerned we were not boyfriend/girlfriend (we've lived together for 10 yrs) any longer and he can chose to fix his problems or not, it was up to him, but leave me the hell alone!!! this was a couple days ago and now I am contemplating making it work because I feel I need him and that no one else will find find me attractive and I sure don't want to grow old alone. I have been looking at his cell bill for text msgs (found some), looking at his email accts to see what he's up to, bought a software program and installed it on his computer to see what sites he's been on~does the sanity ever end??? Please someone out there can I hear some words of wisdom of what I should do....Thank you in advance for your support.
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