Well it finally happened today... I let go.. I let go of the pain, the anger, the tears, and the sadness. I woke up this morning and he has been staying here the past couple of nights and well yesterday he and our son were arguing and I had to intervene and my son said you know dad we were better off without you mom and I don`t argue at all. I thought about it, and he was right. Son has been taking out the garbage and helping with things cause of my leg. It just hit me and I no longer need him or want him. I still love him but i`m not in love with him anymore. Its like this great big weight has been lifted off my shoulders and heart.I told the H today in the car, and he actually cried. But ya know what even that didn`t bother me or make me feel anything.I don`t wish him any ill will or anything anymore. I just let go and ya know what, it feels damn good too
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