I feel that no matter what you tell me is a lie. Even though you say you want to be with me and you love me...it's a lie.

sometimes I just DONT feel..that may be the worst of all..losing my ability to feel all the things that Goda has given me in life..and you took it all away.

I feel you have taken all my faith in love...You have left me damaged...

You have ruined my life my dreams my security for someone you dont even like or love. you are childish and have no respect for the life we had**********************

I feel like so much time was wasted going in circles. We could have done so much more. Enjoyed so much more. You took my love for granted. I won't allow that anymore. You are lucky that I allowed you to stay and work this out. I'm worthy of love, respect, and committment. If you can't give that to me, leave and never come back. You see I'm going to live for me now. I love me enough to do that.

Dear Husband of 13 years, this month,

unable to trust, myself, you or anyone else.

Unable to imagine a future in which I can be truly safe and content.

Unable to regard the past, the memories, the photographs, with anything but suspicion.

The past, present and future have been distorted and soiled because I trusted...you.

worthless. I will never be able to compete with the love and passion you gave to someone else. I will never be the same person I was. You will never be the same person I married. Part of my heart has died and will never live again. I will live with doubt the rest of my life and never be able to trust again. The emptiness I feel is over bearing. I need time to grief for what you have taken from me, it's like a death, my respect, my love for you has died.

not to jack the thread but nave you said 13 years this month same here for the H and I ... I was wondering what day for you ours is the 19th

that my happiness has died. I feel an emptiness and darkness that creeps in and possesses my soul. I feel the death and pain of love dying. I feel anger and rage like never before. I feel.. afraid.

Dragonamb,
Ouch, you said it! how can this cause so much pain, enough to take away happiness...but it does!

Lostnalone,
November 25th, 1994.
we thought we would always have a four day, Thanksgiving, weekend, to celebrate.

I dont know what to do? Are you celebrating?

that I don't know who you are anymore, or did I ever know who you really were? We laughed, played, talked, walked, loved, planned our future together and you've taken all that and thrown it out the window...for what? What have you accomplished?

It's hard for me to understand why you decieved me, why you lied to me, why you did what you did to me, to us...

Life will never be the same between me and the man of my future because of you. I will always have that doubt flowing through my soul.

Maybe one day you'll be able to feel the same as the person you love may betray your trust, then you'll understand the road I've traveled all these years.

I need you to know that because you cheated on me, I feel like a big fat fool. All that time you were pulling the wool over my eyes, and you and the slut of the century were having a great laugh over the cow in Philly who thought everything was just peachy. That's how I feel.

Changed forever. It remains to be seen what the future holds, but I know things will never be the same between us.

that you were never the person you pretended to be. our whole marriage was a sham and a lie. You brought 2 children into a world of lies. I feel I have been dirtied by you.

our lives were a lie....that you never meant anything you promised me....I've finally come to terms that you left me for her but by doing that you did me the biggest favor ever because now I realize the person I devoted my life to didn't deserve to breathe my air...thank you for my kids.....and thank you for getting out of my life so I can move on and find someone who truly appreciates me!