I have be driving myself crazy with wanting to find out about who, what and where. I have found things and tried to swallow down the pain. I spent 15 years and she has thrown them away like the weeks trash. Today I'm going to "let it Die" I mean, I want to let go of the anger and start to deal with the future. My kids will be my focus and I will not talk to her anymore about what I did not do or how it all went wrong. she cheated and choose not to work on the marriage. I have to let it go "die"
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