I'm so wanting to bury myself in thoughts of this all being a bad dream! I almost look at him and pretend this all never happened. Am I that crazy that I could possibly do something like this. If I don't think that way, I think about the visions of them being together all the time (as gross as it is because she is a 300lb 5ft 10in amazon women and he is a 140lb 5ft 8in skinny guy) and thats why I can't move on. Soooooo if I live in a "fairy tale" world it might help. Anyone else thinking this way????
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