I feel like I am worse the past 3 weeks then I have been the past 3 months. July 27, 2007 is the day my H's affair started...the day I was out of town visiting family and he invited the OW over to our home and one thing led to another. My family including parents, sisters, aunts, uncles and cousins all go on vacation to the same place every year. Last year we did just that and one week after that vacation is when my H had the affair. In 2 days we are going on vacation to the same place like we do every other year but why is it this time of year is really driving me nuts....is it because last year at this time my life was still "normal" and all of a week later my life was turned upside down. Last year on this same vacation I thought we were happy, I guess I was wrong, since 6 days later some OW was sleeping in my bed. I really want to have a good vacation, to make great memories. And to leave that stupid bitch out of my mind, but good lord it is so hard to let go of my anger. Is it normal to be more sensitive around the one year mark?
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