Its been 4.5 months since I found out and I still think about it 24-7. the only time I do not think about it is when someone is speaking to me or asking me a question. After I answer my mind goes right back to thinking about it all. I gave into meds about three weeks ago. I have noticed that I now only cry every other day instead of everyday. However in the past few days I have been back to everyday. I am breaking down again and now having feelings of throwing up again. I went from 130 to 112 in two months and still hate to eat. The only way I can sleep is to take something that completely knocks me out cold. I just don't understand how I can recover from the A with the circumstances of their A? I mean, a baby and child support every month. The amont is over 1200 per month. How do I even have a chance? Its only going to get worse as the two boys grow up and want to know each other. As of now my H wants nothing to do with other child and OW. He just wants to pay his support and never see or speak to them ever. I am not sure he will have a choice though once his new son grows up? I just don't see how I can rebuild and recover from all these layers?
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