Long story short. I meet my husband and he cheated on me with his ex that he shared a child with ( she pasted away) so they claimed they needed to be friends. I always had a sinking feeling in my heart something was wrong and she acted like a friend. I found out they had been cheating, he still deneys it, she admits it. However I have had to file stalking charges on her, change phone numbers you name it, she claims they still talk. Maybe she is telling the truth because this is not the only time he has cheated. I once filed for a divorce because he had sex with an esscort when on a business trip while i was pregnant. Anyways the current problem is I always check our phone bills, emails, but his pc is locked down, I am not allowed on it, hes distant again, no sex, no comfert, and then acts overly nice....I see history repeating it's self...I just don't know if it's that hes back at it or I am overly worried?
When I did leave him I was in another relationship and he says I cheated, maybe but at least I left first. I don't see we are = here. I don't want to leave for nothing, I want our children to have a family but I am unhappy. ADVICE???????