I have been married for 35 years. I have known about my same sex attraction for most of my life, but denied it. About 10 years ago, I had an affair with a younger man when I was depressed. When I refused to leave my wife, he went away. About 3 years ago, I met another younger man where friendship lead to a relationship. We believe we are in love. I confessed this to my wife during a marriage counseling session 3 weeks ago and she has asked for a divorce. I want to love my wife completely and fully as in our early years, but am afraid I would cheat again. I have been in therapy and understand the reasons for the same sex attraction, but it is still there. I know I am the scum of the earth for hurting the one I love so much, especially it being homosexual. For now, I am alone, deservedly so. How do you love your spouse so much yet cant help but cause her such unbelievable pain. Thoughts?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
Has anyone tried these supplements? Do they give MGers more quality of life by improving memory and overall well being?Thanks!Barbel