This is kind of a long story. I am married with 3 children. I have been married for 7 years and in that 7 years my husband has cheated on me at least 4 or 5 times. One time he even left me for the girl for 4 months. then he came back. So he has infidelity issues. I have money issues. I have lied to him alot about money. My problem is that I dont go out and just spend like crazy, I dont ever buy myself anything. I just cant keep up with the bills and then I get us farther in the hole. So then I lie to him cause i try to fix things on my own and then i cant. Well he just found about the bills and he went crazy and i accepted that, took responsibilty for my actions and said i needed help. But he is treating me like crap, staying out, drinking, who knows what he is doing. I just dont know if i want to be with him anymore, cause he is the one with cheating issues. I feel like he is always going to be looking for somethng else. Everybody tells me i am crazy. I dont know what to do.
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