Well confirmed my suspicions today and caught my wife with the guy we talked to when we stopped for coffee or gas everyday.I went for a ride today and found her car parked in front of his house by accident.I called my son today and was asking my son about it and he covered up and lied for her.She called me on my cell phone and cussed me like a dog.She was furious and I told her she was mad because She got caught.she accused me of following her which I didn't and told her I found it by accident.I feel like a fool and spilled my guts to her but the love I had for her is no more.Yes!!I did shut the love off that quick.I never would have thought she would take up with a guy that don't work,draws disability,and has heart problems.They deserve each other.because this is the lowest level she could have went to.I feel much better now that I know the truth.The Bad thing is my son knew about it and did not say a word.Now I can move on with my life and put this all behind me.Thank you all for keeping my spirits up.I am looking forward to the future now and hope there is a better life waiting for me and someone exceptional to spend the rest of my days with.I sure don't want to be alone.
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