I am having serious issues with my husband at first I felt like all I wanted was him, I wanted him to love me and only me I wanted to be at his side every second of the day, its been a month and a half now and the more time goes the worse I feel the more I think about everything the more I wonder why he would do this to me and I just can not get past that, I know that everyone has there own sort of problems but this problem of feeling like I will never believe another word out of his lying mouth or ever trust him ever again is killing me with out trust and with out being able to believe the other person there just isn't anything left of our marriage, I often wonder if its worth it to stick it out and try and trust and believe him again but I really don't think I can. Do I forgive him for the pain he has put me through again no I don't do I feel I will ever forgive him at this point in life no I don't. Is it really worth torchering him and me being torchered because I can not get everything he has done to me out of my head I can not live like this. I have talked to him about just getting it over with so we can both move on but he keeps telling me that he wants to work things out but yet he wants me to get out of my shell and just forget everything that happened and move on like a happy couple I don't feel like a happy couple and I don't feel like I can ever be happy again.
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