Weekend went good. Went out and enjoyed ourselves for the first time in forever it felt good but. In the back of my mind I questioned every little thing we did did he do this with her? Things he said did he say these things to her??? I'm at the point where I want to contact this woman and ask her if he still tries to talk to her or does he still text or call or what. I feel like I'm trying to be a better person a better lover and I see little things he is starting to show more but it don't feel like enough. He says he wants to give me space to think but I need comfort and reassurance that he is being honest with all that he says. I'm lost ugh .
This whole situation is entirely a mess i brought upon myself. I would sit here for days if I wrote everything down so ill try to keep it simple and to the pointEx and I broke up in 2015, but for the past 3 years have been in a limbo of what we were, always on and off, but mostly off. I ended that cycle early this year, when I started to realize that the roller-coaster we had wasn't worth it...
...break up with my husband of 25 years. But, I've been with him since I was 18 and I'm too scared. It's a really bad situation for me and I know it. But, I can't leave - I just can't. Any advice?