I am the wife of ArmyBetrayed. I should say that I am lucky to still be the wife of ArmyBetrayed. I had an affair that was off and on for about a year. No matter what I say I know there are no excuses for what I have done. What hurts me the most is watching my husband hurt. I almost had a nervous breakdown because of that. I cannot imagine what he is going through. Just because I had an affair does not mean that I don't love my husband because I do..more than anything. I know he doesn't believe anything I say and I understand that but when I tell him that I want do this again I mean it. I had every opportunity to get out and I wanted to stay and do whatever necessary to make this work because he is my heart and I can't imagine my life without him in it. I wish I knew then what I know now.
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