I just can\'t believe it happened to me. I have a very strong religious background (LDS/mormon)and we\'ve been married over 23 years, have 5 wonderful children, ranging from 22 to three, I\'m a stay at home mom. Anyway, my husband took a job that forced us to relocate outside the country, we live in Costa Rica now. He has a secretary that gave him all her time and attention to show him around, she was the motherly type.. they fell in love and the affair started. I came back to the states for the holidays around Halloween and thats when they shacked up together. After they had sex the first time he thought we were over, since I had always told him I couldn\'t survive an affair, so they made plans to tell me right after Christmas. He came home for Christmas and I was at my best, very flirty, loving and fun, but he did not want to have sex, and I felt lonely. I cried and cried, till he finally confessed his affair. I took it well, then he asked for forgiveness. We spent two weeks going to marriage counseling, reading books on how to fix our marriage, and today he went back to Costa Rica to end the affair.. the question is, did he do it? he got there at midnight (New Years) and I\'ve been calling our home all night, and he has not answered. I\'m scared he went back to her and now feels trapped again. I\'m sick to my stomack and haven\'t slept all night. I\'m not sure how much more pain I can endure... I do believe he wants me back, I love him and he loves me...but the reality is that he loves this other woman too. I hurt, juts like many of you do. now what? do I just wait for him to call me? doesn\'t he knows I\'m dying inside? I will be leaving for Costa Rica on Saturday... I need someone to talk to
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