my ex has found out now that i am now making new friends some that include males and he is pissed...and he feels that this young man was a threat to him...because he is mexican american and lives in northern california...but this man is a nice young man who is a chef and that lives near my college..my ex proceeded in sending me a few f-u s my way..but i didnt stoop to his level...i just asked him again..why he was doing this...and how he could do all of this...and he threatened to send me a restraining order if i contacted him again...my ex is so jealous and is trying to act towards me with verbablly abusive qualities...which got me real down...but i stood my ground and didnt let him disrespect me ...i know i am strong but cant believe that this is happening to me..he only thiks about himself and never me...not to mention my mother blew up at me today trying to "curse me" when i didnt get off the phone when she told me too...but its my phone and i pay my phone bill??? and i found out my twin sister was talking behind my back...so tonight wasnt a good nite...and i cried for at least an hr..and felt very suicidal after the night's events...i dont know what to feel anymore...i jst cant wait to get away to sko..this is making me feel weak..and i still have 3 more weeks of work and two of sko....i need strength to make it..
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