6 months ago my wife told me she wanted a divorce. She said she wasn't happy and not in love with me anymore. 3 weeks before that she said she would leave if I didnt quit drinking. I did, no problem. Though she continued to smoke weed like it was going out of style. Which I never complained about. I knew something was wrong before all this and she wouldnt talk to me. We are divorced now. Seperated 6 months, divorced 1 week. Come to find out she had be sleeping with a couple different people 6 months prior to our seperation. I knew both and one I considered a very good friend. Things are bed right now. I didnt find out about the cheating untill today. I was doing ALOT better, but now I feel like I have a 72 Ton weight on my chest. I was getting better and finally starting to come to terms with everything. Now I am back at the bottom. Depressed, lonley and I hate just about everything. I cant take this roller coaster crap (pardon) anymore. I really just need to feel like...I dont know what I need. I just hurt a whole lot. That girl was my world.
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