on my profile is a long story. the short of it is that i gave my spouse a choice to do he open marrage or possibly end it. he chose the open marrage and changed his mind too late. he had already cheated on me but he did not like that i could not go see other guys. he made the choice now he regrets it and cannot get over my part in this mess even though he himself did it. i dont want to lose him but now he says he cant or wont get over it. but he does love me but he feels he cannot stay with me. i dont like feeling this way i dont like my dangerous thoughts can you help me??
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