Just over a year ago my partner of 8 years cheated on me with my best friend, I found them in bed together in my house. We split up for about 5 months ago and then decided to make a go of it again, I have 1 son and 1 stepdaughter and 1 stepson who I love dearly. Over the past few months we have never stopped rowing, I am finding it increasingly difficult to cope with, its as if I am in some sort of major delayed reaction, I hate myself, I have lost all of my self confidence, I feel so down and cant stop crying. I have a very responsible management position which is very stressful, and it is getting to the point where I just can't do my job. We just row all the time, and seem to take 1 step forward and 2 steps backward. I do want to get past it, he is a good man and I do believe he wouldn't cheat on me again, I know sounds stupid, I find it extremely hard to trust again. He has been very good really and has said he will do anything it takes to get us back on track, I guess we argue because I can be really nagging and nasty sometimes and he just reacts to it. I was a really outgoing, happy confident life and soul of the party person, never even gave a thought to him being unfaithfully. I am looking for any advice on how to move on from this, would really appreciate any comments. Thanks for taking the time to read this.
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