My husband has had 3 affairs on me over the past 13 yrs. But I JUST found out!! I am so hurt and crushed I can't even grasp a breath, I "think" I want to stay and work it out then at times I really "HATE" my husband so much for doing this I can't see straight :-( How do I stay focused on saving my marriage and not hating my husband for what he has done,I can't stopped seeing any one of the 3 women with him, when he kisses me I kiss with my eyes open and what runs through my mind is , this is what so&so saw when she kissed my husband. Sometimes I can't even look at him. I feel like I'm the bottle in the spin the bottle game, where I stop & how I feel I never know. My husband has stopped all contact with his "other" women and say's he want's to save our marriage, but his lies have been so good for so long I don't even know how to start to believe what he says. Are there any little mind tricks to keep me focused or is it a total loss because he was thinking with the wrong head !! PLEASE HELP !!!!
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