I have known about the emotional affair for two months but she just admitted to the physical aspect to it 10 days ago. I am not about to throw away over 1/2 of my life over one incident. I am 33 and have 17 years vested into her, but I can't stop thinking and picturing the two of them together. I look at her and I see them doing things that only we were supposed to do together from the day we said "I do". I think back to way we have been romantically during the two months they were together and before I found out, and can't help but wonder if the way she was (which was different) and some of the things we did were all because of him and not me. She says thats not the case but it's hard to swallow at this point. Does it ever get easier to deal with or should I prepare myself for the long haul here? Any advice would be very much appreciated as I am new to this site and this is the first place I have turned to. Thanks.
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