I've been dating my boyfriend for 7 months now and just recently (like a couple of weeks ago) I found out that he had been "trying" to find girls to talk to on myspace. Like in a "lets meet" kind of thing. But, he never met anyone and never physically cheated. He did message one girl back and forth but that was it. I never had any issues with trust in our relationship until now. I never even thought about not trusting him. He seem like a very genuine guy and i know he really loves me. I know he's very sorry for doing that and he apologized and it was obvious he felt dumb for doing it. I chose to stay with him because I do believe he's a good person and everybody makes mistakes but now I can't help but think all these crazy things. ALLL THE TIME. I can't stand it. I don't trust him anymore and now when he does certain things or goes off with his friends I question it, whereas I wouldn't have before. I dont' want this to spiral out of control to where I'm just very distrusting all the time. But I dont know how to stop it. It just pops in my head and then I get pissed off about it.
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