I found out my H cheated on me 4 weeks ago, he sometimes has to stay overnight in another town and had an affair with one of the senior managers where we have a contract. It started off as phone sex, but in the end they slept together. He broke it off after I found out 2 weeks ago, and seemed truly remorseful and begged me to forgive him which I eventually did. He was very supportive up to now of my grief and pain which made it tolerable, but he is getting tired of talking about it. He just wants it to be finished & done with. However, no matter how hard I try, I just can't get past the pain, and the anger in me is building day by day. I feel as if the anger is getting as bad as the pain, and the pain is excruciating. I hate myself for being so angry and aggressive, it's not me, and not helping my marriage one bit. I am even taking it out on my sweet 7 yr old son. I just can't handle this any more, the anger and hurt is eating me up, and I have no one to share it with. I am seeing a psychiatrist but she just keeps telling me to decide what I want out of life. I am just so confused, I want my H and a good family for my kid, but how do I get over this? Is my H right, should I just go on with life, and put it behind me?
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