I'm new to this website, and this is my first post. I was married for almost 19 years in an almost 21 year relationship. My H has been having an affair for the past 6 months (so he says). We're getting divorced. Some days I'm almost manic - happy with the decision, hating him, making plans for my future. Other days I'm so sad wondering what I did wrong. I used to think I was such a good wife. My H big problem with our marriage was lack of sex (usually only once a week), but he works nights, and we only see him on weekends, and he pretty much ignores us - he's always watching TV and/or playing online poker. I know I'm rambling, sorry.
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