How do I cope with my H telling me he fell in love with the OW? The details just make me like I'm his second choice. He told her he wanted to eat her out on my kitchen table, make her lunch. She told him she wanted to get him alone in a dark place and give him a blowjob, and that's just for starters. How do I get over this? They both lied to me, and so well, I feel so stupid and blind. If he could be so in love with her, how can I believe he isn't now? And how could he "always loved me" like he claims? Today I thought again that life isn't worth living. It hurts to much.
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